I sat in my room that day dejected. Defeated and worn out.
I had just had a fight with my husband who had left for work that morning.
Ad to add it up, I had a fight too with my mother in-law living with us.
I couldn’t eve eat the whole day.
This was beginning to look like a cycle. And I hated me for it.
I had gone through this route before and out.
I thought I had overcome this anger.
I had begun a meditation practice.
I used as much peace as I could get.
But there was something about living with people that I still couldn’t wrap my head around.
I don’t like giving up. But the pain in my heart was too much to bear.
It was as though I would die.
I felt ache within.
So, I ended up in my room-crying.
Tears flowed down freely. But I didn’t care. I needed help.
I thought of calling my elder Brother. Or My sis?
But No.
None of their consolation appealed to me at that moment.
I needed a higher power. A kind of peace that only heaven could deliver.
I wasn’t going to try use mental rehearsal or physical efforts again.
All I felt was anger.
A kind of anger that could boil a cold water.
I hated my husband for how he treated me.
I misjudged him in every way.
But it wasn’t about him.
It was about me.
I had to pass this examination or keep repeating the class.
But I was too selfish to care.
I needed an easy way out.
The thought of divorce appealed to me.
It sounded like a way out.
But I needed an absolute way out.
Not an easy way out.
So, I spoke to God.
I needed a word. And it came.
Within minutes, I stopped crying.
I started listening, and writing. and smiling.
And I knew it.
But the good thing is, I understood what happened exactly.
So, I began putting it into practice.
A part of me was awakened.
But I was still afraid it was going to go back to sleep after a few days.
Or when I am annoyed again.
So, I kept praying that I would be able to hold onto this new part of me that was unfolding.
days turned to weeks; weeks turned to months.
Things are taking a new turn.
I am seeing people as all connected to me.
Gradually, the awakened Zen part of me stayed still and conquered every fear, every shame, every ego.
I could respond in love and not react in anger.
And I knew it was time to bless others with what I know.
I created ….
People don’t care about your trauma or whether you grew up with scar.
Everyone has one.
You may have been raised by an angry dad, a nagging mom or both.
That is a thing.
But a more beautiful thing is that …..
You can absolutely awaken the Zen peace-giving part of you, you never imagined existed.
The sad thing is that anger can be a tough addiction to break.
You would try every trick you can.
You may even study the word of God, be a good Christian, or Muslim or even be a nice person and still sabotage all efforts you make to liberate yourself from anger.
But it doesn’t even end there.
You could transfer this corrosive behavior to your kids…
Thats if they aren’t already displaying it right before you.
And that is not only doing yourself a dis-service but extending a part of you (you don’t like) to the next generation.
But heck…
It doesn’t even end there.
I was sick in my body for the longest time.
I had insomnia, fibroid, immune system disorder and even gut and digestive system disorder.
Everything went wrong with my body…
I thought it was normal, until I began researching, and discovered anger, shame, fear (all negative emotions), had a connection with our health.
And I was shocked to see how my body gradually began coming back to normalcy when I changed my behavior and began dissipating love.
But if you do nothing about this..
I could kill you.
Your emotions are a critical part of your life.
In fact, it connects to every part of your existence..
…your work, your relationship with people, your relationship with source, your health and your sanity.
Infact, you could lose money and your business could take a nosedive because of your emotional instability.
If you neglect it, you will fail in every other aspect.
And that was beginning to look like my story. Until I found help.
That is why I want to help you awaken the sleeping loving you, you have neglected all these whiles.
In the program, you will discover how to hack (break) the cycle of anger running in your veins.
Develop the right peace code you can install right away to help you respond sweetly in every situation (without even thinking).
You will finally find people interesting to live with-not fearful of them.
You will uncover how to speak with people and gain their love and respect almost instantly.
The damage caused by anger in relationships is unquantifiable.
it has ruined beautiful relationship; it has but a gap between parents and kids.
And it may cost you your life, your heath and even your fortune.
If I am to put a value for the pain I felt and the possible damage anger has cost me in the past , I could Glady pay $10,000 to have the peace I have now.
So, I could charge $1000 and feel-good helping people with this emotional blackmailer.
But I wouldn’t charge that.
I could also place the value of this program at $500.
But rather I would allow you pay only $25 to get this program for life.
Because I want to give as many people the opportunity to experience the Joy I now fully experience in my relationship with people and in my health because I found a way out of anger.
for only $25 (N25,000), you get a chance to work with me in in getting this emotion right.
You can say no to the traumatic cycle of anger and say yes to a respectable, loving life.
Both from yourself-because you will give it first, and then from others.
Plus, did I tell you can pass it on to your kids?
You can transfer the spirit of love and Joy and re-write the history of your next generation. Instead of fear, and anger.
Plus, you get to submit one-time feedback to me.
You will discover how to be with people and gain their love and respect almost instantly.
No, I really like My Anger. Let it Ruin Me